Something I can't explain

I don't know what it is, and I don't quite know how to explain, but I have this strange feeling inside! I feel ALIVE! I feel as though I could take on the world, anyone or anything. I feel like a new woman. I'm content with how my life is! No, I'm more than content! It's something amazing! I am who I am, and I wouldn't change it.

I feel grown up, living away from home. Although, I do still have my dad visiting me and doing my shopping, but who's going to complain of a helping hand? Not I! I am very very greatful to him :) for I was thinking I'd be living on soup for a while. Thankfully, not anymore. I often wonder how I could possibly live like my own mother and father, raising a family, doing their own cooking - Not just take aways! Able to pay for a house, run a car (which at the moment, my dad still does for me - insufficient funds on my part), support a family, work in a 'proper' job.

Now what we mean when we say a 'proper' job, is a job which is full time, and it is the only thing we are committed to.. No more education! That, is a proper job! I love writing. Yet never when I was child, did I know writing could be a job. Yes I knew people wrote books, but it never struck me it was an occupation. Likewise a journalist, or forensic scientists.. Whe you're young, there is quite simply only six main occupations. These being, doctors, nurses, vets, teachers, police and fireman. It was only as we grew up, the different occupations began broaden.

I for one remember wanting to be a pilot. Not a pilot of the cool military planes, like jets. No, I wanted to take people on holiday. I loved flying. The minute I was allowed to see inside the cockpit, I changed my mind. Even I didn't trust myself with that many buttons! My dreams changed from a pilot, to a T.V presenter, to an actress, to a journalist and writer. Not the greatest of wages, but as far as I was concerned, if I could live off it, I would be fine. As long as I enjoyed what I did, I'd be happy. Very Happy. And that is how I'm here today.

I seem to have everything right this minute.. Somehow. I have the best parents anyone could ask for, and best siblings too (well, as good as they get wen they're at the stage they are :P) I have an amazing boyfriend who I love to bits, some brilliant friends, ones I shan't forget in a hurry :) I am living in a rather nice place, which is a complete luxury when I see fellow students' places. Gosh I'm so lucky, and I love it! Not forgetting I'm doing a course at University that I enjoy. Well.. aspects of it.. Hehe but all is good,and I couldn't ask for things to go better right now.

If I could go on about what is making me happy right now, We'd all be here for weeks reading this. So I shall depart, and return soon. For now, goodnight!